Xane Emotions
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Fear
by Mark White
read by Maria McCann
Part 1 of the Xane Emotions series
FEAR: Xane Volume 1
Narrated by Maria McCann
Face your fears... or let them control you.
River is just an ordinary high school freshman-until he meets Xane. She's beautiful, mysterious, and way too perfect to be real. That's because she isn't.
Xane is a Synthetic Human, built to learn and experience human emotions firsthand. Her mission? Study fear-through River. But what begins as a secret experiment turns into something far more complicated as Xane starts to feel emotions she wasn't programmed for... especially love.
As River struggles with self-doubt, anxiety, and overwhelming feelings for a girl who isn't human, Xane begins to question the Analyst who created her and the emotional boundaries she's supposed to obey. Together, they navigate the intensity of first love, the shadows of high school, and the terrifying fear of being exposed.
With every heartbeat, River and Xane must decide: Will fear define them-or can they rise above it?
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Shame
by Mark C. White
read by Maria McCann
Part 2 of the Xane Emotions series
Can you conquer Shame before it conquers you?
In Xane Vol. 2: SHAME, the emotionless world of a synthetic human collides with the raw pain of human experience. As Xane-an advanced Synth-struggles to understand the human emotion of shame, she's drawn into the heartbreaking story of Tara, a girl haunted by a childhood tragedy. Tara is desperate to prove she's more than the guilt that defines her, and Xane is determined to help. But when secrets unravel and trust is shattered, both must navigate a minefield of betrayal, forgiveness, and self-worth.
This gripping second volume in the Xane series dives deep into the emotional core of what it means to be human-and what it means to be seen. With haunting realism and powerful narration by Maria McCann, this story will leave you breathless, asking: What if your greatest mistake was the only thing standing between who you are-and who you want to become?
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Sadness
by Mark C. White
read by Maria McCann
Part 3 of the Xane Emotions series
In XANE Volume 3: SADNESS, the journey into human emotion takes a heartbreaking turn. Xane-a sentient AI disguised as a high school girl-faces her hardest challenge yet: understanding grief.
When a tragic accident rocks her circle of friends, Xane must support Claire, a young golf champion, as she blames herself for her nephew's injury. But this isn't just Claire's struggle. For the first time, Xane begins to truly feel the weight of sadness herself-something no simulation ever prepared her for.
As she navigates the pain, guilt, and confusion swirling around her, Xane learns that sadness isn't a glitch to fix. It's a signal that healing must begin. And sometimes, just being there for someone can mean everything.
With emotional depth, realistic characters, and a touch of sci-fi intrigue, SADNESS is perfect for fans of Inside Out, Atypical, or The Fault in Our Stars. If you've ever felt overwhelmed, alone, or unsure how to move forward, this story will remind you: you're not broken. You're human.
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Surprise
by Mark C. White
read by Maria McCaan
Part 6 of the Xane Emotions series
SURPRISE – Xane Volume 6
Expect the Unexpected.
When life throws curveballs, how do you respond? In Surprise, the sixth volume of the Xane Emotion Series, Xane finds herself on the biggest stage yet-literally and emotionally. As her band Sapphire Nights launches their first national tour, Xane faces thrilling highs and disorienting lows, unexpected reunions, and moments of personal revelation.
But beneath the glitter of the spotlight lies the real challenge: adapting to the unknown. From blown engines and holiday concerts to emotional surprises from friends and rivals alike, Xane must learn how to manage the unpredictable without losing herself.
This volume explores the emotion of surprise and how it plays a critical role in transformation and resilience. With guidance from the ever-wise Analyst and moments of raw vulnerability, Xane models how to process both pleasant and painful surprises-showing listeners that surprise is the beginning of change.
Whether you're a teen, a parent, or a fan of emotionally intelligent sci-fi, this audiobook will remind you that even when you feel off-script, you're exactly where you're supposed to be.
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Contempt
by Mark White
read by Maria McCann
Part 7 of the Xane Emotions series
Contempt: Xane Volume 7
How do you respond when someone treats you like you're beneath them?
In Contempt, the seventh installment of the powerful Xane Emotional Intelligence Series, Xane faces one of her most uncomfortable challenges yet: learning how to handle the cold sting of contempt-and the damage it causes both in others and within herself.
When a high-profile interview spirals into public shame, Xane becomes the target of social cruelty and media mockery. But instead of lashing out, she is guided to look deeper-into the root of contempt, the pain it tries to mask, and how it can quietly erode empathy and belonging.
Whether you've been on the receiving end of judgment or caught yourself dismissing others with silent scorn, this audiobook offers transformative insights into:
• Recognizing the hidden signs of contempt in relationships
• Handling toxic behavior without becoming toxic yourself
• Letting go of superiority and rediscovering compassion
• Finding your worth when others try to diminish it
This volume isn't just about handling haters-it's about refusing to play their game. Xane's story will inspire listeners to stand strong with dignity, speak truth with kindness, and reach for empathy even when it's hard.
Contempt is your invitation to break the cycle of judgment and choose something better. Listen-and discover how understanding contempt can help you rise above it.
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Joy
by Mark C. White
read by Maria McCann
Part 8 of the Xane Emotions series
Joy: Xane Volume 8
What if joy isn't something you chase…but something you allow?
In Joy, the eighth volume of the acclaimed Xane Emotional Intelligence Series, you'll journey alongside Xane-a remarkable synthetic human-who has faced every shadow in her heart: fear, anger, sadness, shame, and contempt. But this time, her greatest lesson isn't about battling darkness…it's about embracing light.
As the band soars to new heights and the pressures of fame mount, Xane discovers that joy isn't the fleeting thrill of applause or success. It's the quiet strength that comes from true connection-letting herself be fully seen and accepted exactly as she is. Whether she's performing before thousands, hiking through the stillness of the Tetons, or sharing a vulnerable moment with River under the stars, Xane learns that joy is found in the present, in the shared heartbeat between souls, and in the courage to belong without needing to be perfect.
This audiobook invites you to reflect on your own journey. Through Xane's story, you'll uncover how to:
• Stop overthinking happiness and start feeling joy in everyday moments
• Find connection that transcends fear and expectation
• Release the pressure to perform, and discover the power of simply being
• See your unique story as worthy of belonging
Joy is more than a story-it's an uplifting reminder that no matter who you are, joy is within reach. You don't have to earn it. You don't have to force it. You only have to open your heart to let it in.
If you've ever longed to feel lighter, freer, and more alive, this audiobook is your invitation to step into a life where joy flows naturally. Listen, and let Xane show you how to embrace the wonder of your own existence.
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Envy
by Mark C. White
read by Maria McCann
Part 9 of the Xane Emotions series
Envy: Xane Volume 9
What happens when someone else's envy becomes the shadow you can't escape?
In Envy, the ninth volume of the Xane Emotional Intelligence Series, you'll discover a story that goes deeper than jealousy-it explores how envy can quietly unravel friendships, distort your self-worth, and steal your peace if you let it.
When Xane becomes the unintentional target of Shari's resentment, she faces one of her hardest lessons yet: how to handle envy-both when it's directed at you and when you feel it rising in yourself. Through late-night conversations with the Analyst, tense silences on the tour bus, and moments of startling self-reflection, Xane learns that envy has nothing to do with what you have and everything to do with what someone else fears they're missing.
This volume is a guide for anyone who has ever:
• Felt the sting of being resented for their success, happiness, or confidence
• Compared themselves to others and wondered if they would ever measure up
• Watched envy quietly corrode trust and closeness in their relationships
• Struggled to set boundaries that protect their peace without shutting people out
Through Xane's journey, you'll discover how to:
• See envy for what it truly is-a projection, not a reflection
• Separate your worth from others' perceptions
• Respond to envy with empathy without absorbing it
• Release the need to compete and embrace the power of compassion
If you've ever felt overshadowed by someone else's success or carried the silent burden of envy in your own heart, this audiobook is your invitation to let go.
Listen, and learn alongside Xane how to release envy's hold-and walk forward with confidence, understanding, and a renewed sense of peace.
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Guilt
by Mark White
read by Maria McCann
Part 11 of the Xane Emotions series
GUILT – Xane Volume 11
Release the past-or become its prisoner.
When guilt takes the wheel, even the strongest can lose their way.
In GUILT, the eleventh volume of the powerful Xane emotions series, Ruby makes a mistake that threatens to sabotage the band's biggest show yet. As the clock races and pressure mounts, she scrambles to hide the fallout-pulling Xane into a desperate cover-up disguised as a comedy skit. But guilt doesn't stay hidden. It spreads, infects, and consumes-until it forces the truth to the surface.
Ruby isn't the only one battling her past. Leila, the band's calm, capable leader, has her own ghosts to face. Years ago, she made a decision that nearly cost her everything. Now, watching Ruby unravel, she must confront the guilt she buried long ago-and choose whether to lead with judgment or compassion. Her choice becomes the turning point that could either shatter their bond or heal it.
GUILT – Xane Volume 11 is more than a story of mistakes-it's a fierce, honest look at the emotional wreckage guilt can leave behind, and the quiet power of forgiveness. Through raw dialogue, tense backstage drama, and unexpected humor, this audiobook delivers hard-won lessons about:
• The danger of hiding guilt and the freedom of confessing it
• How shame isolates us-and connection saves us
• Why forgiveness isn't about forgetting, but choosing to move forward anyway
• The courage it takes to show up vulnerable and imperfect
Whether you've ever carried the weight of letting someone down-or been the one holding out forgiveness-this story will hit home, hold tight, and stay with you long after the final note fades.
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Curiosity
by Mark White
read by Maria McCann
Part 12 of the Xane Emotions series
Curiosity – Xane Volume 12
She was built to think faster. See deeper. But some truths can still hide from her.
Xane isn't like everyone else-and only two people in the world know it. River and Tara, the closest things she has to family, have protected her secret: that she's not human. She's a Synth-an artificial mind in a living body, designed to blend in. And she does. Most days.
But now something's wrong. Tara's acting strange. There are things she won't say-moments where the silence stretches too long. Xane feels it in her core: there's a secret hiding in plain sight. And it's one only she seems willing to question.
Driven by a gut instinct she can't explain, Xane begins unraveling a thread that leads deeper than she imagined-into the heart of a mystery that may be about her… or much bigger. One that could change how she sees Tara, River, and even herself.
Can you solve the mystery before she does?
With every question she asks, the stakes rise. And the closer she gets to the truth, the more dangerous the answers become.
Curiosity is a gripping chapter in the Xane series-equal parts mystery, emotional thriller, and sci-fi mind game. If you're drawn to secret identities, psychological twists, and protagonists who see the world differently, this audiobook will pull you in and won't let go.
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