If I Break

Lauren Brooks fell in love with Cal Scott at 21, married him at 22 and had her heart broken at 23 when he walked out of their marriage. At 25, while raising their daughter on her own, Lauren is finally moving on with her life...until she learns the reason for Cal's abandonment. The walls she had carefully built around her begin to collapse. The day she meets Chris, all those feelings she thinks she has bottled up tightly come spilling out. She can't afford to give in to her heart's desire again. Love nearly broke her once, and her daughter doesn't need two broken parents. Christopher Scott is in love and newly engaged to Jenna, who saw him through an illness he didn't think he could survive. He's finally settling into the life he's always wanted, and he's making plans he only dared to dream before now. That's when a woman named Lauren arrives on his doorstep. She's intriguing, beautiful and, try as he might, he can't stay away. The closer he gets to her, the more his rock-solid plans begin to crumble. All he knows is that Lauren is the missing piece to a puzzle he must solve. For him to put all the pieces in place, he'll have to follow his heart, and that might cost him everything...

Book 3 in the If I Break Series. Cal's back, and his arrival changes everything. Lauren knew it was coming but what she didn't think he'd bring with him was an ultimatum. A choice. One that Lauren feels trapped under. A choice she's unsure will make a difference but could possibly change everything. The ultimatum isn't the only thing Cal's got with him but answers. The ones Lauren so desperately craves. But the truth won't only affect the lives of him and Lauren but everyone around them...and not everyone wants the truth to come out. The thing is Cal doesn't give a F... ...There are two sides to every story. In this one there's three.

*This is book 4 in the IF I Break Series. It is strongly suggested to start at book 1. When you're heartbroken, it lies beneath everything that you do. It's in all of who you are. Foreshadows who you'll be. It hides underneath your smile, rests between your laugh, revels in your tears and taunts your every thought. You wish it away but are too terrified to let it go.... When Cal first disappeared, I swore my heart had broken, and before all of this is over, I swear it will shatter into pieces.

Authors Note: Though this can be read as a standalone. I strongly recommend starting from the beginning of the series. If I Break, Our history made things harder. We were associates out of convenience. We tolerated each other. I never saw her that way. She never saw me that way. She and I were never meant to be friends. You're not supposed to fall for your best friend's enemy, even if the enemy is YOUR ex-best friend. This isn't the story of falling in love with your best friend. It's about falling out of hate.