Ex Rated

How can I be free of him when he's all that I can see? I've been a struggling filmmaker ever since Ex Rated, the million-dollar blog that I ran with my friends, was ripped out from under us. When the fantasy of being rock star Rowan Slade's dirty little secret blew up, so did my entire world. Getting as far away from that life as possible was the one thing keeping me sane. From then on, I vowed to keep the fantasies where they belonged... in my films.Pursuing my craft, that made sense.Opening the door to the past. That was an invitation to dance with the devil. But there he was, like a rockgod Lucifer in all his hot sexy darkness, offering the kind of proposal that could land a girl in hell. He was everything I shouldn't want, but can't seem to stop thinking about. I shouldn't want to touch him. Shouldn't remember all the things he could do could do to my body. To my soul. His touch left an indelible mark that night, one that's impossible to erase. The fact that he doesn't even remember me shouldn't make me so furious. But something's different this time... Rowan is hellbent on making me his. And with the fire drawing us together like moths to a flame, I'm the one who's about to get burned. Just how much was the fantasy worth?

What if you could go back in time...for a one night do-over with the one that got away? Would history repeat itself, or be forever changed?When sleeping with these high-profile men had already blown Jada's world apart, would she risk losing it all to up the score? We went to preschool school together.To the same elite elementary and high schools.Even the same exclusive college.As the girls with the least powerful families, (and the smallest bank accounts, comparatively) we knew what it was like to never really belong. Excluded from everything, we became the side piece for guys who didn't have the balls to choose who they wanted in their lives. Guys who either were too caught up in their fame, to settle down, or too controlled by their families to have a choice in who they spent forever with.Sometimes, being excluded…just hurt. And after graduation, over a pitcher of margaritas, we took that pain and turned it into a massive money-making blog. Ex Rated became a super-secret multi-million-dollar business we cooked up after yet another night of being screwed then screwed over, by yet another guy deemed way out of our league. Spilling all the graphic deets of who did what and how well, was equal parts vengeful and cathartic. But what we didn't know was while we were sharing our anonymous ratings of the nameless high-rollers we'd slept with over the years, someone was posting names. Ours included.Whoever said there's no such thing as bad press never got outed for kissing and telling in vivid detail about some of the most famous and infamous men in the world. We lost our revenue and our book deals, because they were powerful enough to have all our accounts shut down…the blog included.That was the power of hockey star royalty like the uber hot Matt Kennedy. But those ratings lingered, long after they were no longer public. And while the world might have moved on…some people weren't quite ready to let it go……