Steel

Follow the dream you had all your life? Or fall for the crush whose picture hung on your wall? You probably told me to follow my dream first, right? I mean that's what I'm supposed to do. I made my way onto the TV stage to sing for my life and drove thousands of miles to do just that. But Phoenix Steel is here and he wants a comeback. Out of all the former bands in the world, it's my teenage obsession whose sexier now than ever. Except he's here to win so he's the competition. But if he wins, then I go back to living in that same room that used to have his poster as I skipped out on college to follow my music. As the competition heats up, so are his kisses. And they burn through me, making me want to break rules. I didn't know what to do. I was getting distracted and nothing else mattered except more of Phoenix. This was going to end bad for me. I can't lose my once in a lifetime chance. At some point I need to stop everything with Phoenix and focus on winning. But part of me doesn't want too and that's bad news. But what happened when the curtains fell wasn't ever on my radar of possibilities...

Jacob wasn't supposed to be the one. He was my PR client and I'm team #ReformtheBadBoy Office romances are a no even if he promises to make all my dreams come true. And I have big dreams. $25 million dollars takes care of everything on the list. His proposal for a temporary marriage comes with demands but it's not like I have other plans. I never expected to fall in love though and when our stars collided I think it might have shined to bright. You'd never have expected what happened because I absolutely hadn't.

Love strikes when it strikes, right? Yeah right. I never believed that and planned to move on...So I went to pick up my foster kid I decided to adopt. I had the papers, but I hadn't expected the cowboy that gets in my way. Carter had been best man at the kid's parents wedding. And until recently he'd been overseas, serving the country. And my new daughter prefers his ranch. I should just leave. The caseworkers have no clear answer for me. But those kisses under the bright moon send sweet tingles on my lips. And the boots he bought me are wanting to knock with his. None of this was planned. But I'm stalling to flirt and staying to find out what happens next. But I'm not ready to put my romantic heart on the line, right? I never saw Carter coming and never imagined what happened next.

I've been called a hypocrite. I hate that. I mean I give advice for clean, healthy living for a living, but when I let it slip to my fans that I've never been in love, I'm starting to wonder if anything I believe is real. They are right. I've never let loose. Enter Ryder, a European prince of some small country near France and Italy. He's a notorious womanizer, and supposedly wicked in bed so the rumors state as facts. And he's decided I'm perfect for him. He's perfect for me right now. I've never met a man so magnetically attractive. He's all muscles and his face just makes me grow goosebumps when I'm in the same room with him. Do I try to live a little or should I follow my own advice and run? True love doesn't come from sex. I mean I practically wrote the blog on that. And nothing about my feelings for Ryder are good for clean living. I'm absolutely paralyzed on what I should do and I never expected what happened in the end.