D.I.D.

The sad truth: It takes me 8 back to back shots of 100 proof alcohol to get drunk, and my buzzing is the average persons alcohol poison. A 750 ml bottle a day (Fifth) and I didn't start drinking until I was 30 years old, I'm 42 now. How? Why? As I write this hiding in a 4X8 shed in the middle of the desert in New Mexico, I wonder myself. There is no lessons to be learned from this book, no preaching, no teaching. I'm drinking whiskey as I'm typing this. So to all my fellow Unapologetic Alcoholics, enjoy, and have a drink on me.

"Once saved, always saved," a preacher once told me. Another preacher said, Blasphemy is the sin that can not be forgiven. What happens when a "born again" Christian commits that sin? Does that default their salvation and into the Hell fire they go? I guess where about to find out. Good, bad, The Right Path, The Left Path, Heaven, Hell. What if I just want to live MY life how I see fit? No strings(religions) attached. Which gate will be accepting my afterlife ticket stub?