“Up, Not Down Syndrome” is a love letter and a map. Experience how it feels to think your life is over after having an unlovable baby. At first the loss seems impossible to overcome. Alex becomes the author's greatest teacher. Love is stronger than fear. Everyone has gifts. The book consists of three parts: the story, the lessons Alex taught the writer and Alex's perspective. “Up, Not Down Syndrome” is a promise to stay positive, no matter what: up, not down. Nancy's journey gets to the core of what it is to be human.