What if spiritual awakening asks you to evolve your relationship . . . to reality? When a Kundalini awakening dismantles everything KamalaDevi believes about love, identity, and God, they journey from tantric temples in India to the glare of a reality TV show in Hollywood, to test their ideals about free love. Together with their husband, Michael-a self-described atheist-they raise a son while navigating twenty-two years of open marriage, jealousy, and radical honesty. Does the marriage survive? What happens when spiritual beliefs collapse and identity unravels? Are they willing to walk where no path exists? Borrowing from the timeless wisdom of the Tarot, each chapter explores an archetype not as a symbol to interpret, but as a living guide through the universal stages of awakening. This memoir invites readers to face transition, loss, heartbreak, and uncertainty as thresholds that shape the soul.
