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My Government Means to Kill Me

A Novel

Rasheed Newson
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Pages
288
Year
2022
Language
English
Publisher
Flatiron Books

About

A fierce and riveting queer coming-of-age story, following the personal and political awakening of a young gay Black man in 1980s NYC, from the television drama writer and producer of The Chi, Narcos, and Bel-Air.

Born into a wealthy Black Indianapolis family, Earl “Trey” Singleton III leaves his overbearing parents and their expectations behind by running away to New York City with only a few dollars in his pocket. In the City, Trey meets up with a cast of characters that change his life forever—from civil rights leader Bayard Rustin, who he meets in a Harlem bathhouse, to his landlord, Fred Trump, who he clashes with and outfoxes. He volunteers at a renegade home hospice for AIDS patients, and after being put to the test by gay rights activist Larry Kramer and civil rights leader Dorothy Cotton, becomes a founding member of the AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power (ACT UP). Along the way Trey attempts to navigate past traumas and searches for ways to maintain familial relationships—all while seeking the meaning of life in the midst of so much death.

Vibrant, humorous, and fraught with entanglements, Rasheed Newson's My Government Means to Kill Me is an exhilarating, fast-paced, coming-of-age story that lends itself to a larger discussion about what it means for a young, gay, Black man in the mid-1980s to come to terms with his role in the midst of a political and social reckoning.

Related Subjects

  • General (Adult Fiction)
  • Adult Fiction
  • Literary
  • Historical
  • African American & Black
  • Gay
  • LGBTQ+
  • General (African American & Black)

Reviews

"In this debut novel, a queer young Black man leaves behind his comfortable family life in Indianapolis and heads to New York in the 1980s, which provides a thrilling, occasionally enraging, political and societal backdrop for his coming-of-age."
The New York Times
"This book is a truly unique queer coming-of-age novel."
Buzzfeed
"Extraordinary…shines a vivid light onto underappreciated aspects of our history through the life of a gay Black teenager…The book's greatest charm lies in the sensitivity and subtlety of its narrative."
The New York Times Book Review

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Rasheed NewsonAuthor