There really is some stuff you just can't make up. That doesn't mean you gotta go blab it to the world but it ended up being something I felt like I wanted/needed/had to do in Insecure Delusion. This is definitely not your grandfather's addiction memoir! However, my particular Grand-Dad does get a little love in this twisted tome and it's probably just as well the old boy ain't around to read it. And while it might be a little less than flattering, I feel he would be cool with it 'cuz it's funny as hell. That's why I told it. That's why I told a lot of the stories contained in Insecure Delusion. Some revealing working titles include "Exercise in Oversharing", "Invitation to the Lunatic Ball" and "Just A Girl Dad Doing The Best He Can." Anticipate a story within the story that is so dark, disturbing and unintentionally hilarious, that you most definitely will not believe that can be real. Sadly, I bear the scars to back it up. Insecure Delusion gives new meaning to ... "In for a penny, in for a pound." Well, I can assure you I get my money's worth. Perhaps to the point of "pound foolish" but it's all there for the taking. Good, bad and indifferent. Early on my friend Patrick advised me... "And in the end it is the work and process that matter. Write your little heart out and let it see where it lands." Well, Insecure Delusion is on its own now. I'm off living the "process."
