She's been my best friend forever and I'm so excited to share this time in my life with her!
I and Catie have done everything together since we were young. She's my absolute best friend. We went to the same college together, were roommates, moved to the same city after college. Now that we're both engaged and planning our weddings, we spend even more time together than before.
But sometimes I wonder if that's a good thing. I find myself gravitating toward Catie for everything. She is my confidant, the one person in this world I know I can trust. But now that we're both getting married, shouldn't my future husband, Brad, be the one I turn to?
Should I cut back on spending time with Catie?
I don't know what I'd do without her.
Anya is really excited for this next phase of our lives. But to me, getting married only sounds like growing apart. And the last thing I want is to distant myself from Anya. The more distant I am from her, the more noticeable my lack of feelings for my fiance become.
I'm more excited for our combined Bachelorette weekend in Vegas than I am about my actual wedding. I know, that's wrong. Something in my relationship isn't working and I'll eventually have to face it. But, for now, I just want to enjoy my time with my best friend.
Without Anya, I'm not sure what my life would become.
