A heartfelt memoir about the relationship between a daughter and her drug addicted father. The story spans from the author's earliest chaotic childhood memories into her adulthood and as the story unfolds, so does the author's understanding of her father and herself. In the author's quest to understand her father's destructive, bizarre behavior, she discovers forgiveness, the power of loss, and self-love. The author's perspective is unique in that she pursues a career in law enforcement, arguably in an effort to somehow save her father. The story is told mostly from the author's account, but becomes very powerful when her father's voice is introduced in the form of personal letters. In the end, the author is able to reconcile her past and appreciate that although her father was her biggest saboteur, he was also her greatest teacher.
