He can't choose to be different than what he is the son of the town's worst enemy, the weakling who can't stand up for himself, the loser without friends.
He can't change the way things are.
Or maybe he can.
Immediate confidence.
Rapid change.
Instant hope.
These are the things Spencer believes he needs to fix his life, and that is what the steroids promise a quick fix.
But promises can be broken and shortcuts are often treacherous, and Spencer must decide if those risks are worth the perceived rewards if artificial hope is strong enough for him to be fixed, by force.
