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Fear Differential is a universal story of transcendence. It's about
how the main character – Maria, overcame her personal fears
and how she navigated her outer reality by going inwards and
listening to her inner guidance. She plunged into the hardship
of a challenging nursing career, naïve and weak at fi rst, but
emerged confi dent and strong to face the many challenges in
her work and personal life.
Falling in love with her patient as her marriage falls apart, she
re-discovered her inner joy. Witnessing so much suffering in her
patients before they die, she found her own truth unraveled
in the horrors of medical nightmare. She found strength
as she coped with the betrayal of her toxic co-workers
and learned to fl ow through the battles she endured
working in the transplant unit.
Her path to self-discovery took her to a tranquil
setting in a Buddhist retreat center where she
journeyed through her inner landscape and
experienced a homecoming. And at the same
time connecting with the natural world in a
deeper level. She felt renewed after she
emptied herself in the silent void only to
be challenged again, this time with a
bigger test to her faith.
She found the courage to move on
after her losses, deaths and divorce in
times of Covid, through acceptance
and letting her be swept away by the currents
of her life without resistance… just like the old man in the
river embedded in her childhood memory.
It's a story of triumph over adversities, turning her wounds into
wisdom and how her belief in a Higher Power and her connection
with it played a crucial role in overcoming obstacles in her life.
Maria's story is not unique. Her experiences are shared by all
nurses working in the trenches of 'sick care'.
how the main character – Maria, overcame her personal fears
and how she navigated her outer reality by going inwards and
listening to her inner guidance. She plunged into the hardship
of a challenging nursing career, naïve and weak at fi rst, but
emerged confi dent and strong to face the many challenges in
her work and personal life.
Falling in love with her patient as her marriage falls apart, she
re-discovered her inner joy. Witnessing so much suffering in her
patients before they die, she found her own truth unraveled
in the horrors of medical nightmare. She found strength
as she coped with the betrayal of her toxic co-workers
and learned to fl ow through the battles she endured
working in the transplant unit.
Her path to self-discovery took her to a tranquil
setting in a Buddhist retreat center where she
journeyed through her inner landscape and
experienced a homecoming. And at the same
time connecting with the natural world in a
deeper level. She felt renewed after she
emptied herself in the silent void only to
be challenged again, this time with a
bigger test to her faith.
She found the courage to move on
after her losses, deaths and divorce in
times of Covid, through acceptance
and letting her be swept away by the currents
of her life without resistance… just like the old man in the
river embedded in her childhood memory.
It's a story of triumph over adversities, turning her wounds into
wisdom and how her belief in a Higher Power and her connection
with it played a crucial role in overcoming obstacles in her life.
Maria's story is not unique. Her experiences are shared by all
nurses working in the trenches of 'sick care'.