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A poetic celebration embracing our unfinished, imperfect, and authentic selves.
Narrated by the poet himself, The Never Was is a deeply personal return from bestselling poet Tyler Knott Gregson. Known for his engaging spoken word across social media, Gregson turns inward with raw honesty, reflecting on identity, diagnosis, and the quiet beauty in the incomplete.
Prompted by a late-in-life autism diagnosis, Gregson revisits a series of poetic fragments-unfinished lines once cast aside-that now reveal themselves as essential expressions of his neurodivergent experience. Interwoven with new poems, these pieces form a deeply human tapestry of vulnerability, self-discovery, and grace.
This is a book for anyone who has felt unseen, misunderstood, or like they didn't quite fit. The Never Was is a celebration of the imperfect, a testament to the healing power of art, and a reminder that even the fragments can hold a whole world. Tyler Knott Gregson is the celebrated author of six books, including the national bestseller Chasers of the Light. His work has touched readers around the world, with nearly 300,000 copies sold and translations into seven languages. Gregson's poetry has been featured in The New York Times, The Wall Street Journal, NPR, and more, and he has collaborated with brands like Nordstrom, Spotify, and Ralph Lauren. Following his adult Autism diagnosis, Gregson's work has taken on new depth, exploring themes of identity and acceptance. He lives in Montana with his wife, Sarah Linden Gregson, and their work continues to inspire a global community of readers. From the author:
I have always had to find unique ways of coping, of navigating a world that always felt too noisy, too busy, too bright, and just too much. The words never stop coming, and I truly believe they never will. In this collection, I want to go deeper than I have with any other collection and give readers a peek inside the mind of someone who spent his whole life Autistic without knowing what it was called. Someone who invented a million ways to cope with neurodivergence without the grace of the label.
Over all these years, it's been the writing that made me feel like I finally "made sense," if only to myself, if only after I've written. To go undiagnosed for almost 70% of your life, to grow up neurodivergent with no assistance, no diagnosis, no outlet, is monumentally difficult, and leads to the creation of so many different coping mechanisms, methods of masking to skate through a neurotypical world as smoothly as possible. To put it lightly, it's exhausting. I've had to discover, invent, and perfect thousands of methods to seem like I have it together enough to be out in the world, from secretly counting the seconds of eye-contact in my mind when conversing with people, to using my fingers to tap out silent mantras I repeat to myself when in overwhelming and stressful situations, to the one method that has seen me through more often than any other: Poetry.
Everywhere I have ever gone, everything I have ever done, I've always kept a collection of lines, of Sappho-esque bits of discarded poetry and prose that got me through a minute, an hour, a day. These fragments, the bits of poetry and prose that "never was" able to become something longer, something bigger, were the outlets, the self-help, the little pushes towards my own personal growth, that kept me surviving. They felt as I felt, like someone that "never was" able to fit into the world that was not created for me, that wasn't understanding of the ways I was built different. I felt like the words felt, and somehow, to me, all these little scraps, these fragments of thoughts, these abbreviated bits of magic, became far more beautiful in their 'incompleteness.' These are bits of truth that helped me thrive, and I think they deserve to be showcased, not discarded.
My hope is that THE NEVER WAS will do more than entertain readers,
Narrated by the poet himself, The Never Was is a deeply personal return from bestselling poet Tyler Knott Gregson. Known for his engaging spoken word across social media, Gregson turns inward with raw honesty, reflecting on identity, diagnosis, and the quiet beauty in the incomplete.
Prompted by a late-in-life autism diagnosis, Gregson revisits a series of poetic fragments-unfinished lines once cast aside-that now reveal themselves as essential expressions of his neurodivergent experience. Interwoven with new poems, these pieces form a deeply human tapestry of vulnerability, self-discovery, and grace.
This is a book for anyone who has felt unseen, misunderstood, or like they didn't quite fit. The Never Was is a celebration of the imperfect, a testament to the healing power of art, and a reminder that even the fragments can hold a whole world. Tyler Knott Gregson is the celebrated author of six books, including the national bestseller Chasers of the Light. His work has touched readers around the world, with nearly 300,000 copies sold and translations into seven languages. Gregson's poetry has been featured in The New York Times, The Wall Street Journal, NPR, and more, and he has collaborated with brands like Nordstrom, Spotify, and Ralph Lauren. Following his adult Autism diagnosis, Gregson's work has taken on new depth, exploring themes of identity and acceptance. He lives in Montana with his wife, Sarah Linden Gregson, and their work continues to inspire a global community of readers. From the author:
I have always had to find unique ways of coping, of navigating a world that always felt too noisy, too busy, too bright, and just too much. The words never stop coming, and I truly believe they never will. In this collection, I want to go deeper than I have with any other collection and give readers a peek inside the mind of someone who spent his whole life Autistic without knowing what it was called. Someone who invented a million ways to cope with neurodivergence without the grace of the label.
Over all these years, it's been the writing that made me feel like I finally "made sense," if only to myself, if only after I've written. To go undiagnosed for almost 70% of your life, to grow up neurodivergent with no assistance, no diagnosis, no outlet, is monumentally difficult, and leads to the creation of so many different coping mechanisms, methods of masking to skate through a neurotypical world as smoothly as possible. To put it lightly, it's exhausting. I've had to discover, invent, and perfect thousands of methods to seem like I have it together enough to be out in the world, from secretly counting the seconds of eye-contact in my mind when conversing with people, to using my fingers to tap out silent mantras I repeat to myself when in overwhelming and stressful situations, to the one method that has seen me through more often than any other: Poetry.
Everywhere I have ever gone, everything I have ever done, I've always kept a collection of lines, of Sappho-esque bits of discarded poetry and prose that got me through a minute, an hour, a day. These fragments, the bits of poetry and prose that "never was" able to become something longer, something bigger, were the outlets, the self-help, the little pushes towards my own personal growth, that kept me surviving. They felt as I felt, like someone that "never was" able to fit into the world that was not created for me, that wasn't understanding of the ways I was built different. I felt like the words felt, and somehow, to me, all these little scraps, these fragments of thoughts, these abbreviated bits of magic, became far more beautiful in their 'incompleteness.' These are bits of truth that helped me thrive, and I think they deserve to be showcased, not discarded.
My hope is that THE NEVER WAS will do more than entertain readers,