However You Want Me

There was a girl in the corner.


She saw what they did to me and I saw what they did to her.
Except when the lights were off and when they put us in confinement.
I was 16 and I don't know how old she was.
We couldn't talk; we couldn't even look at each other.
That would lead to punishment. I was punished a lot because I had to see if she was there.


There were dozens of us and yet at night, it was only her that helped me sleep in that nightmare of a boarding school.
They thought I was bad when they sent me there... little did they know the monster they created.


I didn't know her name, but I knew who ran the school.


Years later and with blood on my hands, I got my revenge planned years ago when I was only a child.


Then I found a name.
Her name.


If you thought they f**cked me up, you should see what happened to her.


My angel.